Gregory (alterperception) wrote,

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I talked to Luis...

I talked with Luis a little tonight.

He said to me, "I'll help you do some work on your car, if you'd like. That way you don't have to take it in and you can save some money." I told him that I didn't think that was a good idea...that it would feel kinda weird having him work on my car. When I was scanning checks, he came back and said, "Just out of curiosity, why would it be weird to have me work on your car?" I kinda avoided it, but then finally told him that it would be weird having a co-worker work on my car...If we were more like friends, then maybe, but blah blah blah...

Then I kinda told him how I felt about everything; about him not calling or having hardly any contact with me and all that stuff. He said he kinda new. He's been under a lot of stress lately. His gf's brother and his wife have been living with the two of them and they haven't been contributing. BULL FUCKING SHIT, I'd kick their asses out in a heartbeat, but I digress...It was hard for me to not get all choked up, so I managed to only tell him a couple of the things that I've been feeling and he said it was hard for him not to get kinda choked up too, but it didn't seem that hard...

God, I love that boy. I know he has problems opening up(which he said VERBATIM tonight), but I just would like to be there for him. Friends are there for each other. I just wish he could just be comfortable with letting me be his friend too.
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