"Sometimes, I feel like this whole choir gig is nothin' but a big joke to everybody, yo!"
I haven't really anything to say...talking with nothing is better than not talking at all, I guess. I feel like I'm going insane all the time, but that's nothing new, if you've been reading the recent posts. Not knowing what to do and not knowing who to talk to and constantly screaming in my brain. I think that I like saying that, if you read my posts, "screaming in my [head]." It's the best I can do to blah blah blah. I hate myself. I'm going to go lay on the couch and zombify, so as to not be "living," in the figurative sense of the word or something. Good night allll.